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Monday, October 29, 2007

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 07:13:55 GMT

"Call It Karma"
Silverstein

Blame it on the weather, but I'm a mess
And this February darkness has me hating everyone
And I know I need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
And the longer I lay here I know it's harder to get up
without you

[Chorus:]
Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

Find me something out there that's making sense
And it's just another trend carefully hidden in your dress
And the cycles neverending and the fashions overdone
And the further that I run away, the further I'll come back
to shelter...

[Chorus]

You are the fire on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I'd rather burn than fall
It isn't fate that took us all by storm
It's just the turn of a card

[Chorus]

You are the fire on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I'd rather burn than fall
It isn't fate that took us all by storm,
It's just the turn of a card

Goodbye, old friend
Goodbye, goodnight
I'll move on
You'll call it fate, I'll call it karma
We had our time, it was fun
while it lasted

I'll look back with honor
and no regrets
I won't be mad, won't feel bad
These memories will never leave me
Don't be sad
cause life goes on, life goes on
It's getting too late
Tomorrow is here

First Sembreak sa PNC

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 09:07:29 GMT

Well, first semester has ended; I quite enjoyed the whole package of it. From the professor with bi-polar syndrome, my professor in chemistry that had given me a hard time, that English professor that I want to give a pair of scissors (kwentong barbero kasi, para ma-kumpleto), also my Filipino professor that appreciated my essays, that very kind NSTP instructor, that megalocephallic PE teacher, that Algebra professor este student este teacher, anu ba yan, nalito na ko, nag papaturo kasi sa classmate ko eh, my cool sociology professor, the children I also call as my blockmates to the irregulars that sits in our classes, I really had a great time with their company.

Too bad, I and some of my closest classmates had a petty quarrel before parting for the semestral break. I can compare my words to stray bullets when I heated, random and lethal. For that reason, I chose not to communicate with them until I get a grip of myself. Anyway, that issue was little but the fact that the people involved are those that I consider family fuelled my fire.

Okay, enough of my rants. dapat mag-celebrate kasi balik on-line na naman si bananakid.

FOR 08-20

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 06:37:59 GMT

THE RAINBOW HAS COME...

...YET I STILL LONG FOR THE RAIN.

belated happy birthday ate Mavic!!!

Im doing great!

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 08:56:49 GMT

seriously... that wasn't sarcastic, although I can barely get some sleep kasi maaga ang pasok sa school and I can hardly find time to get some commisions and to gather with friends, I can tell I never been better.

Yun nga lang medyo parang diesel engine, needed more time to be heated. At first I feel a bit rusty "pa" with the subjects, pero in my second week, well *ehem* yun lang.

**I'll try to update this post.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Sun, 20 May 2007 11:21:02 GMT

Ghost of memory, icon of tyranny,
if youl do, not do any good,
will you go on, and never haunt me.

"So what's the point in all of these, when you will never change,
the days have passed, the weather's changed.
should I be sorry? could I be sorry?"
-Typecast: Will you ever learn

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Wed, 16 May 2007 23:12:04 GMT

Try and try until you die succeed.
If you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you've tried.
or just try harder.

who's who?!

Sun, 06 May 2007 18:51:13 GMT

Can't sleep, though I'm pretty tired and shit. I just can't keep myself from thinking about this girl at the resort earlier, technically yesterday. She has this puzzled look every time I came across her, I think she knows me from somewhere else or something, but damn I can't remember a thing. Especially when the day comes over, as we waited for my brother with his car at the resort's gate, she stared at me totally. Everyone noticed this, my cousin even cracked a thought in a joke manner, that he feels like a looser when his with me (if he just only knew, I'm a bigger looser than anyone else) and that I'm "swapang" daw.

Well, enough of this shit.

I'm still gonna take care my cousin john right now, he got pretty drunk after a short session with a brandy. He has under estimated the power of empty stomach, heartbreak and alcohol combined. hehe..

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Thu, 03 May 2007 03:40:36 GMT

gonna post later, dry run lang muna.

...

03-21

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 18:55:51 GMT

OK! birthday ko kanina lang...

. . .

Oh! eh, anu naman ngayon!

(heka mag sh-shooting rampage lang ako.)

special day off

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 11:40:47 GMT

I had a special off, for a special day. Yeah, you heard me right, special day. The court conducted the first hearing for the case I filed last year. Modded my airsoft with a lot of cheap buy stuffs. And had a job interview and got a test project on a local advertising firm as a graphics artist, although they are not into freehand arts they kindheartedly took my application (since it was mon's cousin who own the firm, hehe..) and gave me two projects to be submitted tomorrow. To be honest about my feelings about this, I'm a bit, no, I'm very nervous and negative about this, because advertising gimmics is not my thing, but what the hell, It's worth a try.

"If the traffic lights got busted, your ass will get rusted."

But to be frank, I will not be in my posting mood if there weren't a freakin' traffic jam I'm stucked on my way home, I just thought that God has a way to balance things, I was eager to get home, my tummy aches like hell, and I was expecting someone back at our place. But by the time I got in, I just saw my dad staring at me like "huh?!", the person I was about to meet just took off and left me staggering to get any designs for my project in my mind.

"Airsoft, Airsoft, Airsoft... I can buy lots of these stuffs if I get this job! Airsoft, Airsoft, Airsoft..." -Sam Schizo mode